Happy Girl

记得大学时  与要好的朋友约好

2008年8月8日  要一起去北京

那时候的我们  很天真

以为  毕业两年后 

可以很有钱  很自在  哈

与朋友在电话聊起  这个约定/ 梦想时

彼此都忍不住  大笑了起来

笑  现实的无奈

笑  当时的天真

笑  彼此对生命看法的转变

笑  彼此的友情还依旧

笑  大家还能了解彼此 

虽然  我们之间的距离  大过800公里

我想  生命中能有一位  相知相惜的朋友

也就  此生无憾了吧

Everything in life is temporary.

Darkness of the night; or a bright day.

Even sunrise is temporary; so do sunset.

So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won’t last forever.

And if thing are going bad, don’t worry.

Because it won’t last forever either.

Everything passes by.

-From a forwarded email-

LOVE is not about finding the right person,

but creating the right relationship.

It is not how much we have in the begining,

but how much LOVE we built until the end.

-From a forwarded email-

4月11日

诚挚而忧郁  人格高尚 

慈悲为怀  造福全人类

减轻世人悲苦 可能是你终生的愿望

公正的报偿  荣誉成功  也是必然会获得的结果

有时个性不够稳固

开始明白我心里一直存有的那一把声音

Can’t recall since when I realize that I enjoy giving training or making speech in front of a bunch of people. But my job as an engineer do not require long hour talk show or speech everyday, although we do need to present our work outputs or doing some technical sharing from time to time. This is when I enjoy the most. I feel good on myself when I can share something I understand thoroughly with people. Ya, maybe I should think of becoming a lecturer?! Ha Or I shall search for others job which needs a lots of talking or presentation in nature… hmm…

"If you want to get something,

there is always something for you to grap"

Getting busy these days.

Transitioning to a new job scope;

Getting hands on training for the new job;

Training up a new girl for my previous role;

Starting my part-time master…

Life seems to be moving towards the correct direction, 9 months after my big jump. I lost, I regreted, I cried, I confused… I tried, I fighted, I took control over my life… and now, I growth, I believe in my life & I appreciate what have I gone through.

Thanks to sis & CA, who accompany me, listen to me, witness & help to transform me into the better one. My love on myself growth from day to day along with the level of self-acceptance increase.

"you did not let your life change,

but you changed your life"

This is a sms from my dear sister, it is so encouraging. Ya, I’m actively putting effort to make a better life for me instead of hoping passively for the life to change on it own.

And I believe that my life is going to give the best to me.

Ya, I had started my part-time master with UTM this weekend. I do feel good for being in lecture again, after 2 years graduated from UTM. Still remember what Prof.Khalil told me on my last day in UTM campus as an undergraduate, "start your master within 2 years after you had been working, you will not be able to make it after that period".

Sitting in Dr.Abu’s class again is indeed as challenging as 2 & 1/2 years back when i got killed in the Analog Design & IC Testing subject which in turn bring down my CGPA right at my last semester.

On the brighter side, I was amazed by myself for being able to recall what I had learnt for my 5 years of undergraduate, being the fact that I don’t think I did study really hard that time, ha. Now only I knew that I’m actually doing WELL in my academic at those years despite putting all my attention to the activities which once claims to be my full-time job. Proud of myself, huh~

Let’s pray for myself that I will able to get what I aimed for after this 3 years, 2 years of study + 1 year of study bond. Look forward & I know my life is going to give me the most suitable arrangement for myself. This sounds so alike with CA’s favorite phrase =)

Was heard from my "da jie jie" that her mucles get firm up after having healthy dinner for sometimes from her mother-in-law. I was so motivated to cook myself dinner instead of cracking my head for ‘what to eat’.

I used to cook way back to my Uni time, but i never did that again after working in PG. Further more, i started to get bored down by PG foods which seldom come with a big portion of vege.

So, last Monday right after work, i drive into Tesco and buy some vegetables & other stuffs for me to cook myself a simple vege soup dinner, EVERYDAY. This is indeed enjoyable.

Actually, i always thought of cooking myself, but as we all know, the first step is usually the hardest part of all that i need to overcome with. Thanks for the sharing from "da jie jie" that motivated me to march out my first step a lot easier than what i could have thought off earlier on, good inspiration